I envy you.

My friend has a very, very sweet and caring boyfriend. She has a boyfriend who's always making an effort for her, to meet her, to take her off from work, to get something she needs without her asking, always shows how proud he is about their relationship, about my friend. I envy that. I never felt that way. Oh I'm bad, I'm so bad. Is it me being selfish? Or is it me being logical? Sorry